Trying to fight my way out my head in my head’s where they led an army against a better me
I been workin’ everyday almost dead
fed up
with my head in my hands
Ya’ll I’ll never leave
I complain bout the stress
Got this pain in my chest
I’m afraid what’s next
will be the death me
I’m losin’
But still I’m not movin’
It’s time to bring the troops in
COLLASOUL
Can’t explain to the misses
Why we ain’t gettin business?
It don’t pay when you winless
It’s hard to play ya position
Cause It can change at the scrimmage
It’s on display
The ones that play this awful game aren't the fittest
I contemplate my existence
Over a drank or two wishing
that I was a Pay per view darlin’
Star making bank from my vision
Like wanda’s painful decision
Kill what I love and avenge it
But this ain’t cinema is it?
This is dilemma in real time
not one dangerous mission
The shark tank of statistics
Like jaws
Life’s stark and I can’t pay mark a visit
I stay parked
They raise all bills taxes and tickets
They rape hard
Escape charge
Still break backs of the witness
and attack us for listening and filming
trap us and kill us
and they don’t ask for forgiveness
Rather have Chicago Shaw
shanked up and packed into prisons
Tell me why do you hate all of us if that’s what we’ve given?
I’m losin’ this battle
don’t think I’m actually livin
Chorus:
Trying to fight my way out my head in my head’s where they led an army against a better me
I been workin’ everyday almost dead
fed up
with my head in my hands
Ya’ll I’ll never leave
I complain bout the stress
Got this pain in my chest
I’m afraid what’s next
will be the death me
I’m losin’
But still I’m not movin’
It’s time to bring the troops in
I.B. FOKUZ
I’m tryna fit my whole life into 5 binders/ Misery is like the anthem to the side-liners/ talk is so cheap, you can penny pinch and hold commas/ gotta a lot to say but not to waste on a lone island/
Talking bout that downfall/ talking bout that Emo/ talking bout that train nod/ where the hell did we go/
Tell me where you coming from/ and I can show you three more/ everybody’s battling/ trying to make those free throws/
All in All/
I’ve been digging/ enduring through all buffetings of life/
Tryna beat this addiction of feeling emptier inside/
Opportunity’s window is like whisper in the night/
I just hope that I’m listening too much noise in my mind/
Ask if I’m making a difference/ I don’t know/
Am I the biggest threat standing against me/ maybe so/
Self doubt Is holding me hostage in the scope/
Theres a war going on Inside me/ Here We Go/